Monday, September 10, 2012

Monday Morning Thoughts...



Just a couple of images I came across this morning as I glanced through my Facebook timeline that others had posted.  This weekend I took some time to breathe.  To quiet everything...my mind, my communication, my interaction with others.  Yesterday was really the first time in a really long time (other than being sick or otherwise unable) that I actively separated myself from my "worlds."  I actively quieted everything outside of me so that everything inside of me could process, heal, rejuvenate...basically do whatever it needed to do to return me to me.  I realize since the morning my heart broke that I had been either numb or distracting myself on some level because feeling the full impact of what had happened would have been too much.  So in the quiet moments I would feel little hints of the pain and disappointment that was beneath the surface.  And this past weekend, it was at a more manageable level that I felt I was able to process.  And it made me tired. And sad. And it made me question and revisit thoughts I initially had put away because it was too much.  And this processing...is hard.




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