Friday, September 28, 2012

A to the Men

 

 

Thursday, September 20, 2012

What I Want...

This isn't too much to ask for, is it?




Friday, September 14, 2012

Going Numb

I known it's better to feel than to not feel. That's how we process our emotions and work through them. But when you have so much to work through, it's just exhausting. And I'm tired. If I could just go back to being numb just long enough to feel physically rested, that would just be awesome.

 

Monday, September 10, 2012

Monday Morning Thoughts...



Just a couple of images I came across this morning as I glanced through my Facebook timeline that others had posted.  This weekend I took some time to breathe.  To quiet everything...my mind, my communication, my interaction with others.  Yesterday was really the first time in a really long time (other than being sick or otherwise unable) that I actively separated myself from my "worlds."  I actively quieted everything outside of me so that everything inside of me could process, heal, rejuvenate...basically do whatever it needed to do to return me to me.  I realize since the morning my heart broke that I had been either numb or distracting myself on some level because feeling the full impact of what had happened would have been too much.  So in the quiet moments I would feel little hints of the pain and disappointment that was beneath the surface.  And this past weekend, it was at a more manageable level that I felt I was able to process.  And it made me tired. And sad. And it made me question and revisit thoughts I initially had put away because it was too much.  And this processing...is hard.




Monday, September 3, 2012

I So Get the Lyrics Now...

I've been understanding a lot of lyrics lately...discovering even some from songs I've loved when I was a little girl and never really paid attention to until now. "Upside Down" by Diana Ross anyone? :o(
 
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