Wednesday, August 29, 2012

This Is Who I Am....

The first time I saw this scene in what I think was the series finale of Sex and the City, I cried. And I cried every time I watched this scene after that.  And I'm home sick for the second day in a row with a head splitting migraine, and unfortunately I made the mistake of watching this again because nothing helps a migraine to hurt worse than bawling your eyes out.  

Why does this scene affect me like it does?  Because at the end of the day, this is who I am.  This is what I want.  And not to be pessimistic on the rest of my life as I realize that I'm not exactly entering old age and the land of retirement any time soon, I have this fear that while I love this way, I may never be loved this way in least not by the ones that I love. And if I am loved this way, then I am completely oblivious to it.  Completely.

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