Friday, August 12, 2011

Broken

I came across a blog post this morning that belongs to a cute 15 year old girl -an age where they all post anything and everything because the art of filtering hasn't yet been mastered.  I'm reposting this beautiful love letter sent to her because when I read it, I cried.  How amazingly beautiful and giving boys are when they are young.  I instantly started wondering what happens to them when they get older, but then the answer came to me.  We happened to them.  And by "we" I mean females.  We break their hearts as brutally as they break ours.  It's not that they no longer feel the same things for other girls or women.  It's that they are afraid to consciously feel them as strongly and most definitely are fearful of sharing those feelings with the objects of their affection.  And upon this realization I shed a few more tears. 

To all of those that I have unintentionally broken, I'm sorry.  Truly sorry.


So I couldn’t stop thinking about you so i decided to write you this. I’m sorry for any and ever bad thing that I’ve ever done/caused. You mean the world to me. I love you with all my heart. I know I can be a pain in the ass to deal with sometimes and I apologize for that. I know that the biggest things you don’t like that I do is swear and be mean to my mom. I mean this when I say this I’m going to try to relax a bit because I have been uptight for awhile and I snap easily. I’m going to try to be more respectful to everyone not because I want to, but because you’d like that and it’s the right thing to do. I know you’ve been sad lately and I wish you’d come to me right away with your problems. but from now on everyday I’m going to make sure you’re happy as much as possible. You are to beautiful to be sad ever and I care to much to see anything bad happen to you. I’m always here for you buddy no matter what even if you upset me, you always come before me. Over the course of our relationship I’ve watched this beautiful girl grow up and I cherish every moment that I have with you because you really are the most amazing girl I’ve ever met. You made my emotions develop and I’ve been able to see things in a different perspective. Before when I’d watch a sad movie or show I wouldn’t really care because I never knew what love was before I met you. You taught me how to care for someone and no one else will ever be able to say that. I couldn’t think of a second without you because a second without you is a second more than I could handle. You’re my world and your best interest has always been the deciding factor in all of my decisions. Our relationship didn’t start off so well because I was so jealous and I didn’t want anyone to take you away from me. Now you make it difficult, but I still trust you because you’ve been by my side for two years and that’s enough for me to trust you. I know I have flaws trust me I have a lot I know. I try to be the best person I can just for you because I’m constantly striving to be the best boyfriend I can possibly be. It’s tough to deal with some of the problems we’ve been through, but at the end of the day I know that no girl could ever replace you, you’re amazing and I really mean that no other girl means anything to me but you. I love you with all my heart. When I look into your eyes all I see is an adorable girl that I love and care about more than anything. When you cry I get so sad inside and I need to hold you right away, I know it happens but you’re much more beautiful with that gorgeous smile on your face. There has never ever been a day that has gone by since I met you that I have loved you. Every single second we’re together I have a reason to be happy, because just being with you is enough for me to happy. I know you are worried about me going to college and there is not one second I won’t think of you there and I will still only love one girl. There is no person that could be as perfect for me as you. I want to be your dream boyfriend and I am going to try harder than ever to be the best boyfriend I can be to you because even after two years I never take anytime with you for granted. Your my motivation and I love how you are so supportive of me playing sports because it really means more than you know. Sports is a time of no stress and pure enjoyment and competition for me and to see you there watching and cheering me on means a lot to me buddy. I know this is a really long letter but no matter how long it is I could never sum up how beautiful you are, how much I love you, or how much you mean to me. You really are the apple of my eye. I couldn’t imagine spending the last two years with anyone else. I’ve grown up and experienced love with you and I can’t thank you enough for everything you’ve ever done for me. Your cute books, coupons, and videos are the most meaningful gifts I’ve ever received in my entire life and I love them so much. They just remind me how lucky I am to have such a perfect girlfriend.



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