Tuesday, June 28, 2011

Here's the Thing....

For some reason I kept feeling like my last post was unfinished.  In fact it was bugging me the rest of the afternoon.  Unfinished?  I know, right?  That last post was the most I've written on here in a while.  But yes, unfinished.  What I didn't say was this:

D came back into my life again about 7 or 8 years later.  His contact information just showed up out of the blue in my lap.  There were things that transpired between us, things that he did that hurt me.  Really hurt my heart.  I sent him a quick email, and what I got back was an apology for hurting me the way he did.  We corresponded for a bit and even tentatively made plans to meet up when he was in town but never did.  And what I realized was that in the end I never would have wanted to end up with him.  To grow old with him...even in friendship.

And that's the biggest difference between D and my current "friend".  My current friend, I do want to stay in my life.  To grow old with in friendship...at least.

I just wish I didn't feel like it was all so one-sided....

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