Monday, April 11, 2011

14 Days....

Fourteen days folks...fourteen business days that is...until I am through with this project that has stripped me of my energy, my spirit, my desire for a social life, and at times my will to live.  Dramatic much?  Absolutely.  But it's become undeniably apparent that when I'm doing something I have absolutely no desire to do for hours on end - regardless of the money involved, I just die inside.  I have always been a proponent of "change your attitude, change your life."  For whatever reason, my mind kept trying to change my attitude, but my heart just wasn't into it.  It was too drained trying to make me get my ass out of bed in the morning. 

Was it the people I was working with?  No.  I rather enjoyed their company.  Was it the client I was working on?  No.  They were a disaster, but I learned a lot and they were pleasant enough to work with.  It was how I was spending my hours.

I don't know why the work itself was stripping me of any life my spirit had built up over the years.  I mean, I spent the first 7 years of my career doing this work.  It is the foundation of  my entire professional life so far.  But I am SO done.  And if I harbor any sick and twisted thoughts about returning to this for another project, please whatever you can to stop me.

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