Friday, November 19, 2010

A Little Explanation About My Last Post....

I was having a rough day...or really a rough few weeks on the emotional front.  If I'm honest, I'm still not quite all out of it, but I can totally feel myself starting to reach the peak of that hill and feel the relief of moving to the other side of it.  For whatever reason the timing is pretty consistent over the last few years when these periods occur.  I could probably tie it into a few incidents or "anniversaries" that my subconscious taps into that brings on the downer of a mood, but I won't get into it right now.  

The real reason why I posted the excerpt I came across in my blog reading is that I had never read a passage that explained what I have felt from time to time so concisely and accurately.  It really is a big black numbing hole.  I may not have complete control of the option of being in that hole, but what I know for sure now that I didn't know growing up is that I do have complete control of how I react to being there - no matter how I actually feel.  So I will acknowledge its presence when the hole appears and allow myself to move through it because I no longer have to fight it or stay in it.  Either of those options takes way too much energy.  I will always choose to wait it out and move through it.  I will always come through the other side into sunshine.

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